Accommodated..

I am trying to be patient but It was difficult for me..how can??but i am trying to change my attitude and mine mindset, especially let myself think positive even though I am facing problem..!!aarrgghh.but actually most attitude I using was accommodated..it was quite difficult for me..but I need it
All the time of this type attitude..now I am so hardworking because I want created for my position..so.I prefer keep quite all the time..aarrgghh!!